A quiet night....

So I am sitting here and it is only 9:00 and she is asleep.  of course right here next to me where she had to sit because from her bedroom to the family room is just to far away for Shannon to be from me...or is it me from her.  But it is these moments that I want her near me the most....when she is asleep and quiet and content and beautiful and loving and everything that I want her to be.  I can't squeeze her enough she is asleep...I get to love her the most....this doesn't take any work, no energy, there is no frustration and no screaming, in my head or out of my mouth.....it is just me and my daughter......and a quiet night.